FOR THOSE WHO CARE

On wednesday night I get home from youth group at 8:45. I get on the computer to do some work and theres a TV in front of the computer so my mom moves it. AND BOOM thats when it happened. My mom and terry get into a huge fight that ends up with us getting kicked out. WE had to move all of our stuff out on a wednesday night and thursday morning. So now My Mom, MR jynx and I are staying in the best western in redlands. looking for an apartment or house or so mething... FUN ISNT IT..

So let me tell you about my life from friday to today. On friday I went to mimis cafe with french club which was alot of fun. Then my brother calls to say we are actually leaving to vegas that night. So i pack and i get to see lauderdale who i havent seen in forever. Hes a good kid. So The ride to vegas we leave at 1 in the morning and my brother falls asleep after 16 miles of drivign so his friend drives the whole way there and i talk to karyn on the phone and texting. Shes drunk off her butt. I talk to her other friends to all of which are probably drunk. Anyways we get to vegas at 5 in the morning. After we sleep and wake up We go to see my aunts new house. My nephew zachary is the cutest Ill try to post his picture later. Hes a doll. So we drive around then go back home to get brandon my brother who has been sleeping for 14 hours. I get changed and we go out to Jasons deli, then to levitz and another furniture with crazy furniture. After all this we drive by my old neighbor hoods.

It all seems so surreal becuase i used to live there. I see my old house. Its weird not living there but seeing it. It made me wonder about the people in there. if they are anyting like us when we lived there. if they have anything decorated kind of the same or what. I see my old best friends house, adn i wonder if she even remembers me at all. If she remembers all the fun we had or if like she is to me, im just a distant memory to her. Although i remember all the fun times we had we have grown apart and i understand that. I see all the places i used to ride my bike. It seems like just yesterday I was there riding those familiar streets. I instantly remember how to get to all my favorite places. My head fills with memories. People i had long forgotten are now fresh. It was so crazy. I miss it so much.

Now on to the plane trip. I cant wait til im older. I need someone who wants to travel with me. You cant fly on a plane alone. You need someone with you so you can share the beauty of being over everything with them. Its hard to discuss things with yourself. What really got me is why am i so lucky. you hear all those stories about planes crashing and yet im fortunate enough to survive everytime im on a plane. I havent done anything to extrodinary in my life, so what makes me more lucky than people who have families and lives and are just going to visit their friends and families. I know God has a plan for me but doesnt he have a plan for those people to or is his plan for that plane to crash, i dont know. Im thankful that ive never been on a plane that has crashed dont get me wrong but im just curious what makes me SO special. Airports are fun. I love watching people. It is so much fun to see the different types of people, but yet they are so alike because they all have the same plans, they are on there way to see someone that they have missed or to go do business and forget about the ones that love them. People are so interesting. I wish i could just know everyone story. 

I guess im done for now I typed alot... Take care guys

I guess its time for me to update this stupid thing. Im so bad at this. I guess ill talk about something ive been thinking about.

Why do people who are always anti-prejudging, the ones to do it most. There are kids who are always like I dont judge people before I know them but then they hate someone because they wear a band shirt they dont like or they are eating something they dont like, or they over hear the person say something. Its so dumb. I really dont understand how they can be so hypocritical. I just dont really understand people anymore. They are always talking about how unprejudice they are. Just because you like people of other races doesnt make you unprejudice it makes you not racists. If you still judge people before you meet them because the color of their hair or the clothes they wear or the bands they like you are still prejudice. Prejudice means to pre judge. So if you see someone with rainbow socks and you assume they are gay so you hate them, then you are prejudice. Its annoying. Im sorry. Im done. Pennsylvania on sat.

I have no school. I should update. Well yesterday was youth group. They all left to mexico today. I wish i could have gone. But no one called me in time to get the paper work. I guess it was just meant not to be.

So we played this game at youth group where people stand in a circle holding hands and you have to try to get people to hit the garbage can. Well I got hurt. I didnt tell anyone there because Im not a teller. But now my right arm is in a lot of paina nd my ribs hurt when i move or breathe deep. IM so clumsy. I have 9 bruises on 1 knee. They are all decent sized bruises. I fell in front of a lot of people at school. But luckilly no one was looking at me when i did it. This morning when I woke up I stepped on my belt. I know what your thinking, oh well its a belt, but the metal prong that goes into the holes went into my foot. wrong hole mister belt. Im going to make it a point to try and be less clumsy.

Well I think i did good on my Math Analysis E test. I just have to wait til tomorrow to see.  My french adpoted buddy made me brownies. I love teddy. He is the coolest guy. I "made" him cookies, which means i bought them, unwrapped them and said i made them.

Um im bored today... movies?